"Being the last person still laughing at a joke is a very big problem in my life."

"

It hurts…

The way you let me down hurts.

I’m letting you go but it’s not easy.

I want to call you & ask why you would be so reckless with a heart but I don’t think it matters to you that my heart shattered because you aren’t the one who has to pick up the pieces.

You’re never around to pick up the pieces.

Sometimes I want to remind you that even though your words killed every flower growing inside me, I’m still alive & capable of being beautiful..

But I know you don’t care, you never did. You loved me out of convenience which has me wondering if you ever even loved me at all..

Today I watched my phone ring as you called, I was just too exhausted to talk. And plus, It hurts to hear you lie to me. I don’t want another excuse or apology.

All I ever wanted was your love."